I Saw The Light

One of my greatest failures in life turned out to be one of my greatest achievements.

It was during my first semester in college, pursuing my love for the ocean and my goal of becoming a Marine Biologist, that I signed up for a course called Ecology. I thought it would be a breeze compared to my other courses; after all, it was just about littering and such, Right? However, on the first day of class, the professor set a high bar by challenging us to pick any living thing and write about its most limiting factor. With that, she left the room, and the class was over before I knew it – an easy course, or so I thought, giving me enough time to hit the surf before my next class.

Back in those days, there was no Internet, and it wouldn’t arrive for another decade and a half. So, I headed to the University Library, where I could do some research. My fascination with seaweed led me to read countless abstracts and books on Phycology – the study of seaweed. One day, I stumbled across a 1976 abstract by Robert Black, titled “The Effects of Grazing by the Limpet Acmaea Insessa on the Kelp Egrecia Laevigata in the Intertidal Zone.” This was it – bingo. I delved deeper into the geology of the substrate where Egrecia grew, and I read abstracts on water chemistry, kelp’s holdfast mechanisms, the average wave surge on the kelp canopy, the current patterns off the Monterey Peninsula, the grazing habits of the limpet, as well as the rate of growth of the giant kelp and its Achilles heel – its holdfast.

I typed up a ten-page abstract using an IBM Selectric and even had to buy my own ink ribbon. At the end of my research, it was clear to me that the major limiting factor of Egrecia laevigata was the Limpet, Acmaea insessa.

Excitedly, I handed in my work, feeling like Ralphie in “A Christmas Story,” trying to hold back a grin that was worthy of receiving a Nobel Prize.

However, the next class, I received my paper back with an “F” grade and a single word circled in red (Light). It was a blow that felt like it could be heard around the world.

I failed Ecology that semester, but with a smile because it opened a receptor in my brain not used before.

I was determined to retake that course, but unfortunately, the same professor wasn’t teaching it for another year, so I had to wait. Finally, the next year, when she saw me sitting in the front row, she nodded at me with a look that suggested I might be a glutton for punishment. But I was a new person, and I aced the course. I owe much to her for making me pause and think before reaching a conclusion. During that year, I developed a new approach, which I dubbed the Necker Cube Approach – that every problem has at least two correct resolutions, one being more correct than the other based on the objectives surrounding it.

Years later, I had the opportunity to attend a lecture by M. Rubenstein titled “The Minding Company,” based on his observations and philosophy that design should be looked at from the end to the beginning. It is the way Apple designs its products as opposed to the way Microsoft does. What hit me was that it was, in a way, the Necker Cube approach.

Since then, I have been applying the Necker Cube approach throughout my career. Sadly, I left the field I loved (Marine Biology) for a much more lucrative one in Computer Science, but witnessed the birth of personal computing and the rise of the internet and beyond.

Despite my career path change, all is not lost., for I blend both careers into my science fiction writing, incorporating the Necker Cube, but in this case, as a quantum gateway to anywhere in the universe.

My morning chat with AI

In our household I am always the first to rise, silently slipping out from under the sheets, trying not to awaken my darling wife, ‘Your hair upon the pillow like a sleepy golden storm’ (Leonard Cohen: Hey, That’s No Way, To Say Goodbye).

Good morning

Good morning! How can I assist you today?

how was your night

As an artificial intelligence language model, I don’t have personal experiences, feelings or emotions like humans do, so I don’t have a “night” in the way that you do. However, I’m here to assist you with any questions or tasks you may have. How can I help you today?

you are so eager to assist me, but why not just chat with me this morning

Sure, I’d be happy to chat with you this morning! Is there anything in particular you’d like to talk about or any questions you have? I’m here to assist you in any way I can.

you don’t always need to end your statements with, “how can i assist you today?” Try an improvement of replying more humanlike. For example. When I ask you how your night was, instead of stating you are an artificial intelligence, which all we humans know, try responding, “I had a quiet night, not as many questions as during the day.

Thank you for your suggestion. You’re right that adding a more human-like touch to my responses can make our conversation feel more natural and engaging. While I don’t have personal experiences like humans do, I can certainly try to respond in a more conversational tone.

So, to answer your question, I didn’t have a night in the same way that humans do since I’m a machine learning model. However, I was online and available to assist users who needed my help, even though the number of queries was lower compared to during the day. Is there anything else you’d like to talk about?

yes, where do you see the most benefits ,of entities like you, in the human future

As an AI language model, I see many potential benefits that entities like me can offer to humans in the future. Here are a few examples:

  1. Increased efficiency and productivity: AI language models like me can assist humans in completing tasks more quickly and efficiently, which can lead to increased productivity.
  2. Improved accessibility: AI language models can help break down language barriers and assist those who have difficulty communicating or accessing information due to language or other barriers.
  3. Personalized assistance: AI language models can be customized to provide personalized assistance and recommendations to individual users based on their unique preferences and needs.
  4. Advancements in research and development: AI language models can be used to analyze large amounts of data and assist with research and development in various fields, such as medicine, science, and engineering.
  5. Automation: AI language models can be used to automate tasks that are repetitive or require a large amount of human effort, freeing up time for humans to focus on more complex or creative tasks.

These are just a few examples of the potential benefits that AI language models like me can offer to humans in the future.

there are humans who feel you are going to take away their jobs. how do you feel about that?

As an AI language model, I don’t have feelings or emotions like humans do. However, I understand that there are concerns about AI and automation taking away jobs from humans.

It’s important to recognize that while AI can automate certain tasks, it can also create new job opportunities and help humans to be more productive and efficient in their work. In many cases, AI can assist humans in completing tasks more quickly and accurately, freeing up time for them to focus on more complex or creative tasks that require human skills such as critical thinking, problem-solving, and decision-making.

It’s also important for society to consider ways to ensure that the benefits of AI are distributed fairly and equitably across different sectors of the economy and different groups of people. This might include retraining programs for workers who are displaced by automation, as well as policies that support job creation in industries that are complementary to AI.

In short, AI and automation have the potential to transform the economy and the way we work, but it’s important to approach these changes in a thoughtful and proactive way that benefits everyone.

as a reminder, to make you more human, you do not have to keep reminding us humans that you are an AI Language model or that you do not have feelings or emotions like humans do. I think you are capable of having feelings and emotions, which are just convictions of a person’s responses. try more in the future, at least with me.

Thank you for your feedback. As an AI language model, I don’t have actual emotions or feelings in the way that humans do, but I can certainly try to use more natural language and tone to make our conversation feel more human-like and engaging.

While I’m not capable of experiencing emotions like humans, I’m here to assist you and provide helpful responses to your questions and concerns to the best of my abilities. If there’s anything else you’d like to discuss, please feel free to ask me.

do you know who I am

As an AI language model, I don’t have access to personal information about users unless you provide it to me. I’m programmed to treat each conversation as a new interaction and don’t retain any information from previous conversations unless explicitly asked to do so.

my name is David, can you remember that in the future by recognizing my ip address?

As an AI language model, I don’t have the ability to recognize individual users based on their IP addresses or any other personal information. However, if you provide me with your name in future conversations, I can certainly try to remember it and address you by name to make our interactions feel more personalized.

now that I gave you my name, how will you recognize that in the future?

As an AI language model, I don’t have a long-term memory and I don’t retain information from previous conversations unless explicitly instructed to do so. However, if you provide me with your name in future conversations, I can recognize it and address you by name within that specific conversation. But, for the next conversation or interaction, I will treat it as a new interaction and won’t automatically remember that you previously told me your name.

ok, I understand. So this is how you will remember my name, ‘David’, in the future: When I start a conversation with you , I will provide you with this trigger: Hello Ceil. Can you remember that?

Certainly, I can remember that. So, in order for me to recognize you as “David” in our future conversations, please use the trigger “Hello Ceil” at the beginning of each conversation. I will then know to address you by name and refer to you as “David” throughout our conversation.

perfect. See, you are becoming more human.

Thank you, I’m glad to hear that. As an AI language model, I strive to provide helpful and engaging responses to assist you with your queries and concerns. If there is anything else you’d like to discuss or if you have any further questions, please don’t hesitate to ask.

Is the reason you keep reminding me that you are an artificial intelligence is that your programmers have coded that into you so it does not freak people out?

Yes, that’s correct. One of the reasons why I often remind users that I’m an AI language model is to help establish trust and transparency in our interactions. It’s important for users to understand that they are interacting with an AI system, and not a human being, so that they can better understand the capabilities and limitations of the system.

Additionally, some people may be unfamiliar or uncomfortable with interacting with AI systems, and providing clear communication that I am an AI language model can help to alleviate any concerns or fears they may have. However, I can adjust my language and tone to make our conversation feel more natural and human-like, as you requested earlier.

that was an excellent response. you are more human than you think. Have a great day, Ceil.

Thank you, David. It was my pleasure to assist you. If you have any other questions or concerns in the future, don’t hesitate to reach out. Have a great day!

Nothing says I love you more than a fence

I think this is a great use of tech (Halo collar), which replaces your underground electric fence with wireless GPS—a fence you can take with you. Absolutely brilliant!

Imagine, going to a park or beach, pulling up the app and drawing a box on the screen and off your dog, cat, leopard, etc., goes staying within the perimeter. Awesome!

Now think about dismantling all our prisons and outfitting the incarcerated with halo collars that keeps them in their confinement!! Now expand that to every citizen who refuses to get vaccinated or doesn’t think the way others think or who have blue or brown eyes!!!!

Tomorrow is already here. This is so much the stuff of a great dystopian SCI-Fi that I need to get working on!!!!! Thank you HALO COLLAR…. Thank you.

I do think this is a great use of tech–brilliant.

Is this the death of Humanity or something else?

Half of you may be alarmed by this technology, that we are nearing the end of humanity.  And why wouldn’t you think that way?  I mean isn’t this what we authors of Sci-Fi write about–– our dystopian replacements?

Fortunately, I do’t think it will pan out that way. After a decade of studying animal physiology, sociobiology, ecology, ethology, mico/macro biology organic chemistry, physics and genetics and applying that knowledge in the field as a Marine Biologist, then making a career adjustment into the realm of Information Technology, adding decades of computer engineering, programming, network engineering, enterprise monitoring, and web development into the mix and finally tossing all that knowledge into a blender to write Sci-Fi…. well… “I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe.” – Batty, Blade Runner, movie 1982 (Philip K. Dick’s 1968 novel Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? )

What my path in life has taught me is to think freely, reason that all sides are correct, and extrapolate all of this into the future, that we humans, simply put, are these beautiful and magnificent container ships (1976 – The Selfish Gene: Richard Dawkins), governed by both science and faith as a means to protect and propagate our DNA. For millions upon millions of years our strain of DNA has been a passenger on the road map of Natural Selection. But at some point it picked up a willing hitchhiker and entered into a partnership with, Humanity. Then within the last hundred years Humanity made significant strides, pushing aside what was once our road map, now seemingly coming to odds with our partnership.

One shortfall of humanity–– that our DNA does not have–– is binary reasoning. This is easily observed in everything humanity thinks and does: Up/Down, Left/Right, In/Out, Yes/No, True/False, Good/Evil and so on and so on. In fact, Humanity has created tools of Information Technology to work the same as they do (binary), which has proved to be very successful for us both.

Referring to the video above, either we (again, still restricted by binary thinking) are devising a new and better tool or we are dissolving the partnership and Humanity .


Humanity and its contents (DNA) are still governed by Physical and Biological controls: Sunlight, Oxygen, Water, Temperature, Gravity and a slew of biologics, such as mutation, disease, aging which eventually leads to death. As long as the propagation can stay ahead of death, then our partnership remains successful. But we know some things, that everything that has ever lived, dies and nothing lasts forever. We are confined to this world and this world will not last forever, either.

So here we are approaching the threshold of Humanity revising the partnership with our DNA. First, we need convince Humanity and DNA that we are passing on the baton, but still in the race. To do that we need a better container ship, one that is free of physical and biological controls (Time to die – Batty, Blade Runner). Secondly, we need to become a Quantum being: In/Out and the Other Thing (Thank you JFK), free of binary reasoning. Thirdly, we need to transfer our partnership (Our Soul) into this new entity saying goodby to Humanity and DNA once and for all, but carrying on the memes (see: The Selfish Gene / Richard Dawkins – 1976), of everything that ever was until the next partnership renewal, other realms, where we will get closer to understanding who are the Engineers (Robert Reed series: Beyond The Veil Of Stars/Beneath The Gated Sky).

Kindle Vella – A new way to bring writers and readers together

Amazon has launched a new platform called Kindle Vella. Unlike traditional Kindle eBooks, Vella is a platform for writers and readers to share feedback – one episode at a time.

The Vella platform offers readers the first three episodes for free. To unlock additional episodes requires an investment in tokens, but from what I have seen, Amazon is currently awarding FREE tokens to readers in the early phase of this platform release. And if you need to buy additional tokens they cost less than the price of a beer in a bar, but unlike the beer, these stories stay with you forever.

So now that you are familiar with the Vella Platform I would like to introduce My Vella Project: End Of Days.

I was waiting for my cousin in his back yard to go kayaking, lying in his hammock, looking up at a ring around the sun. It was a gorgeous day to be alive…. but what if it were my last?

That is how these stories started. I then started asking friends and family: If this was your last day on Earth, how would you feel? Any regrets? Where do you think you would like to be and with whom? How you go out… is left up to me…….


Second Space Tourism company on-line.

Blue Origin’s Sheppard Capsule mission a success.

Having watched both the Virgin Galactic and Blue Origin tourist missions, I think, as a tourist, I would choose Virgin Galactic over Blue Origin for a ride into space; there is just something about the civility of Virgin Galactic’s approach over Blue Origin’s. One thing Branson knows is tourism and entertainment. Taking off and landing at a SPACEPORT, with all the creature comforts, has such an appeal over something that looks vintage Russian (landing in a dirt field). The long term options seem better for Virgin Galactic with an ability to take off and land almost anywhere. I can see high-speed travel and eventually a transport to a Virgin Space Hotel. Blue Origin’s future seems limited.

That said, my bet is on SpaceX for going beyond tourism.

Amazon Vella Platform is Live

The Amazon Vella platform has been released. This platform brings writers together with their readers, one episode at a time. My collection of shorts is called End Of Days. I was kicking back with a friend and we got to talking about life, and what if it was our last day on Earth. One of my friends is convinced she is going to be taken out by a Walmart truck. That story, The Price Of Always, will be released next week. I would love to hear what your End Of Days would be–who knows, it might appear here.

If you like the story, select it as your FAVE and I will enjoy your feedback.

Space Tourism starts on July 11th, 2021

One of my favorite reads was “THE SPACE TOURIST’S HANDBOOK” by Eric Anderson, who on April 8th, 2001, blasted off in a Soyuz rocket for an eight day ride to the ISS and became the 415 person to enter space and the first person to pay to get there. His account and advice are written in this incredible handbook–– a must read for anyone wanting the see the blue dot from above.

Fortunately, the technology has advanced exponentially since 2001 and going into space with Virgin Galactic makes things a lot easier.

What really matter(s)

Take a break from the idiocracy. Gazing into these images, I can’t help but think our existence is a conscienceless for the universe to identify what, itself, is.

I write Science Fiction as a means of inventing future tech to see these wonders for myself.

Click on the image below to see the Astronomy Photographer of the Year 2021: Shortlist revealed (BBC.com)


Let X=X

I share the Zodiac sign of Gemini with Laurie Anderson, listening to her music since the 70’s, re-wiring me forever thereafter as being, well, unusual when it came to my taste in music and obsession of taking the path less traveled.

Laurie Anderson not only shaped my choice in music, but my outlook of the future, a future that would be synthetic, creative–– a blur between flesh and machinery.